happy night!!

ok so she is talkn to me again.like idk what this means but i love it. its the only thing good in my life. well besides this song that just came on.yesterday i hand a anger problem. i went off on this kid at my dads house. poor kid i feel sorry for him now but o well he was a wuss anyway. plus he calld my step sister alot of names (the only step sister that is cool). life is getn better i guess. my mom has been sick so i been the house keeper. i dont see how she does it. but o well. all i need is her and all my wonderful friends so its all good

skpe

ok so got skpe yesterday and added so african girl and it was funny so ya i am talkn to brent andrea and brad. i rigged my mic so ya i guess thats it.

questions i ask myself

well people ask them selves alot of questions like what am i goin to do when i get out of high school, or what is going to be the question of the day tomorrow. well people dont know this. hahahahahaha this blog is going to be so random i dont know what to talk about. ooo i am so proud of my self cause i didn't hug caroline today. i wanted to so bad but i heds out yay go me. sooo i guess thats it i need to get more people to follow me or comment but its ok i guess

everything

so i am learning how this blog thing works.i kinda like it, i mean its not the best thing in the world. I was on the national guard web site and they told me that i couldn't join case of my high blood pressure problem. Now i have no idea what i am going to do. which really sucks cause i really wanted to serve my country.
don't u hate when your sitting next to a girl you like and they start talking bout there ex boyfriends. i guess thats part of it. plus i no me and her will never have a relationship. i really like her and love her. i was hoping i could maybe make it work out or something but i don't know. i love her if it makes her happy to leave then yay. My history teacher asked me today if there was something wrong i said no but there really was lmao. i love Mrs.riddle she is one of the best teachers in the world hahahahaha. her class is awesome to. I also was thinking today of where can i get a job. the zoo has a job fair Saturday so i am going to go to that.
Relationships i have figured out aren't my thing. i always have a weird way of messing them up lmao. but i guess thats my problem. I hope that all my friends are happy. I try to make them happy cause when i make someone happy it makes me feel like i did something wright for once.
hope all of you that read this like my blog!!!